*WARNING!* THIS IS JUST A RANT!
DON’T READ ON IF YOU DON’T WANT TO HEAR ANY BITCHING!

I recently purchased a new cell phone, the RAZR, and decided to buy a couple new ringtones. I bought one from T-Mobile, my carrier, and got it within seconds. Next I went to the Motorola site and noticed that they also sell ringtones so I had a look to see if I found anything interresting. I looked through ALL of them and found 3 that I wanted. So, I proceeded to their check-out, entered in all my information and credit card number then hit submit. I guess i’m just silly because I was thinking that i’d get my rings right then. Well, I didn’t. This was last week and I have only received ONE RINGTONE.

So, I went to their customer support page and found out that they go through some THING called Handango. No big deal, I submitted a “ticket” to them for the 3 rings since at this time I haden’t even received the one I have now. They sent me an e-mail asking about my phone, my carrier, and the services I get on the phone. I answered them and asked if they could re-send the rings. They answered back saying that I should be able to receive the ringtones and they would try to send them again, maybe it was just a weird glitch. COOL, I thought. Well, 24 hours later and I only got ONE rightone. I e-mailed them back asking if I could just get a refund for the other two that I never got and they said, “NO”. They say that their records show that the rings were sent and delivered correctly so it must me my carrier and that I should call them to see why I haven’t gotten the ringtones yet. Now, is it just me or do you think that a nasty little e-mail response is in order? I have bought ringtones from some pretty damn shifty looking websites before and never had a problem, but I have one with Motorola…Handango…whatever. Just doesn’t seem right to me. Oh well! I’ll never see that money OR the ringtones. lolol Just trust me on this and NEVER buy anything but a phone from the Motorola site. Everything but the phone is bought from that Handango THING. Bastards. And I really wanted that “I Believe in a Thing Called Love” ringtone…damnit.

I’m sending that nasty e-mail. >:]

Can I ask you something?? I’ve been thinking about changing the look of my site and I was just wondering if you have any thoughts, opinions, suggestions, and please be brutally honest. Maybe it’s like an old purse, you just HAVE to get a new one every once in a while. lolol Anyways, let me know what you think…about EVERYTHING! Colors, layout, sounds, navigation, etc.

Maybe I can find another cool template…

I went to see my surgeon today to make an appointment to have this Port-a-Cath taken out. Thursday is the day I get a little bit closer to being normal again. YAY! So, back to the hospital with the light up/vibrating beepers. Just like you get when you go out to eat but have to wait outside. It’s SO creepy! Finally this thing will be gone. No more grape, or as I like to call it “grapey”, poking out of my chest. I think in some weird way I will miss it. It’s almost like having a weird pet or something. lolol The part that will really suck is the NEEDLE part.

I have to go have some bloodwork done and answer the thousand dumb questions they always ask. I hate all the questions almost as much as I hate needles! lolol Then, i’ll have to get poked again Thursday when they put in the IV. Couldn’t they just poke me once and get it all done? Poke me, take some blood, and then hook up the IV? An all-in-one stabbing! I know i’ll end up crying my eyes out and then i’ll get embarrassed for crying and being such a big baby and that’ll make me cry even more. lolol I can’t win! I know this is no big deal compared to everything else I have gone through this year but I thought I was finally at the point where I was done being a pin cushion. Now I have to go get poked two days in a row. It sucks. At least i’m done with all the Chemotherapy, Radiation, and Internal Radiation1 Go me! Oh well. Thursday will be a good day. I’ll try to take some pictures to post here so everyone can laugh at me for being such a big sissy.

So, that’s me! How are all of you doing? What’s new in your life?

My husband’s newest little niece, Makayla Rae, is the CUTEST thing ever! She has all these fat rolls that make her look like the Michelin Baby. Well, I think so. I just want to put her in a tire and take her picture!!!

What do you think? Michelin Baby or not???

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I got a little bored tonight and thought that I would clean up my site a little bit, just organize it a little more and add a Picture Album category so I can start posting some pictures, when I came across a VERY ODD COMMENT on a post I made on June 2nd titled “My First Time x 5!”.

Here is the part of my post that this person is commenting on:

“#1 – An Enema
Actually, it was 3 enemas. The nurse had to keep giving them to me until what came out was clear. The first one was a small bottle but the next two were huge tubs filled with water. Almost a gallon!!! My ass is STILL trying to recover from all that attention. I felt so used and dirty. Like a bad little girl. >:)”

And here is the FREAKY COMMENT:

“Comments from letter number one entitled: an enama. very good letter. i really enjoyed it. the nurse giving you 3 enamas until it came out clear. please write to me personally at intercourse*******@hotmail.com we can discuss this further if you like.”

Now, how would you react to this comment? Personally, I laughed until I ALMOST wet myself. **please, no freaky comments about urine. I do NOT like to urinate on people or be urinated on myself** This is my first “Freaky Comment” ever and I couldn’t be happier. =] Should I e-mail this person and thank him/her or would that just be asking for it???? lolol

Nah, i’ll leave it alone.