Well, today is the last day of my freedom. I’ll be spending the next few days stuck in a hospital bed with NO INTERNET. Did you get that?? NO INTERNET! How am I supposed to deal with that? I guess i’ll have to. Also, this is the last day I will have my cervix, uterus, and some lymph-nodes. Let’s just call them my innards, shall we? I have been wondering, since they are taking these innards out, when they are gone what will take their place down there? Will my other organs just slide down a little bit? That’s just too creepy to think about. ICK!

I am happily giving up my innards because that will get rid of all the cancer, hopefully. I’m just keeping my fingers crossed that I will get to keep my ovaries and that the cancer hasn’t spread to my lymph-nodes. It better not because either way I’ll kill it! Radiation and chemotherapy will kill it. >:] I imagine all this like a game of Unreal Tournament. The doctors are going in with their rocket launchers, plasma guns and grenades to attack and conquer this cancer for me. They will never know how grateful I am. They do things like this every day, but I don’t do this every day. This will change my life for the better. This will save my life and I will love them forever for this. =] I’ll just start stalking them and leave little thank-you notes wherever they go. hahaha I’m not weird, I swear!

15 hours to go and counting! I am excited and yet, scared shitless. =] That’s normal, right?