Mar 05

The Worst Day of My Life…So Far.

posted in Cancer Sucks! on 03/05/05 at 11:03 AM

Well, what can I say. Yesterday was the worst day of my life, so far. I was planning on just chillin with my Granny and going to do my pre-op blood work but it didn’t go the way I planned. My coochie doctor’s nurse called me and told me that he wanted to see me immediately to give me my test results from the biopsies that he took. When they won’t tell you over the phone then you know that it’s something bad. lolol So, me and Granny hopped in the car and hauled some arse there. Of course we had to sit in the damn waiting foom for a while and that’s never fun. Especially with my Granny because she has absolutely NO patience. Finally the nurse came out and called my name, thank God, and stuck us in a room to wait for the doctor. Why do they do that? You wait in the waiting room for ever when finally they call you back only to put you in another room to wait for ever. The whole process makes no sense to me.

Anyways, the doctor finally came in the room and sat on his little stool. I was expecting to tell me that I have a severe case of Cervical Dysplasia and then tell me what he planned to do about it, but boy was I wrong. Instead he tells me that I have Cervical Cancer. I was absolutely stunned and shocked. I mean, what the hell are you supposed to say to that? I just said, “o.k.”. Then of course I cried and my Granny cried. That was pretty much my day. Cry cry cry cry cry. Hopefully I am done with the crying. Now i’m just depressed. lolol I guess that’s expected. I’ll just go take one of my “happy pills” and perk up.

That’s what’s new with my life. How about you? What’s new in your’s?

5 Responses to “The Worst Day of My Life…So Far.”

1 chrispian Says:

Oddly enough, Yesterday was also the worst day of my life. I’ve had a few worst days, but this one is the worst of them.

As always, I am by your side. I love you and I’ll take damn good care of you!

2 Aeryn Says:

I know you will babe. =] The worst part of my day yesterday was when I had to call and tell you. It hurt me to have to call and give you bad news. I love you and I know that you will always be there for me and take great care of me. You are the love of my life!

3 Nae Says:

Hey Aeryn,
Girl I have shed my own tears for you in the past few days, but you know what, I am believing you are going to come out all the stronger and wiser for it. You can do this, I am 100% sure of it. We are all pulling for you!
This is your journey, not an easy one, but just think of the stories you will have to lift others up. I am here if you need me.

4 Keith Says:

Erin, I have just about everyone I know praying for you, myself included. If you guys need anything, let me know. I’ll take your man out for some IHOP this week so I can give him that Charmed poster I got for you guys.

5 Debby Says:

Finding this site was a God thing. I don’t know any of you, but I was just looking for info on copyright laws and here you are.

NEway, I have a friend who has gone through two pregnancies with cervical cancer. She is fine and her babies are fine.

Aeryn, your hubby is right. You are young, and the odds are with you.

I prayed for both of you just now. I believe God is the Great Physician, and he put you in my path and my thoughts for a reason.

There is a Bible verse that says, "nothing is impossible with God." I don’t know if you are believers, but believe this: you can trust Him.

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